Enter my World! / Thursday, February 21, 2008
hmm..... full of thoughts......
woo, NSM/NMS (wad's the correct acronym anyway?) visit! Remember to fill in the reflection and survey before March! not less that 500 words! WOO!!! (faking happiness)
saw a lot of gundam. Minerva, Palace Athene, Gaia, O_o also, [censored]. u know, ancient pple lah, all nudists.
Then after that, SUNSHINE PLAZA!!! cheong gunpla..... no cash.... argh..... anyway, managed to drag home 2 kits, so not that bad. a *!!!GrAhAm SpEcIaL!!!* and Gundam Deathsnipe. lol
*!!!GrAhAm SpEcIaL!!!* Flag
Gundam Deathsnipe, lol. jjk, its Gundam Dynamis, the green sniper one.
Then after that, sent zy, kl, pwr and chua to heaven with roti john. oh, and melon soda at Dasio. total bill for one makan? $5. and it is capable of sending u to heaven. dun believe, ask kl and zy. immediately hooked on melon soda lol.
the next day, went back to DBG area again, cuz of the GIS training. yeah, learn how to use satellite maps to bomb singapore and mark out the radius.... if scarly kena m'sia then later they complain, dun sell us water. jjk, but more or less like that lor, use satellite maps to carry out "surveys" and find the area most _____ to _____. After that went to HAG, check the sales of gunpla. argh, need $$$ need $$$.....
then its back to cheonging hmwk, one after another. and the surprise appearance of Captain Nagase from Ace Combat 5! wooh, exact same hairstyle and back. Brrrr, too much time on PS2 I guess. oh well, phy SPA tml, all the best for it, may I be blessed with the power of Ide. and rem to stay off the PS2
anyway, about the class problem, eh..... I guess I just leave it as it is bah. wed did try to get the 3 of then to gel with the class, but meh.... all sorts of funny excuses that ultimately point down to the same reason: people dun like each other's attitude, cannot click together. bleh..... shld b more sporting mah, even I dun really gel with with everyone, but at least try to like socialize a bit mah.... >_< root of the problem is both *lack of communication* and/which leads to *dun feel like communicating, but I accept bribes...*
ah, just leave it as it is bah. if touch anymore, might turn ugly. worse still, I tio banned from server. already spent whole of pri sch life like that, dun feel like doing the same >_< since now is a 0083 EFSF situation with the 13th autonomous crops running around doing their own business, and not really the EFSF-Titans situation.
ah, and dun get me wrong. the very 1st reason why I use gundam analogies is cuz the concept of gundam as a anime is this: open to personal intepretation. its just simply "here's my views on this, any thoughts or comments tell me, maybe we discuss a bit". nothing offensive intended.
and anything plz tag T_T my tagbox is hungry cuz no one feed it....
EDIT: been reading around the blogs....
@ Le Lin: 1stly Spongy roses. nope, not refering to Ms Koh's one, another classmate was busy distributing it as well. anyway, about the friendship day thing, I'm very blame-able cuz well, I didn't do anything, to be honest. for personal reasons which I'm uncomfortable to say, mainly due to sec sch bad experiences.
moving on, birthdays. yes, I do remember how we all celebrated birthdays as a whole class, but towards the end of the year, the trend is disappearing, where celebrations do not involve the whole class anymore, and its not so much about the exams. case in point, liz's. Aznor's celebration is great, exactly what I had in mind. I wanted to bring attention to it, because I wasn't expecting it to happen to anyone else actually. example: kl, zy to name a couple. of course, you can follow up with another celebration outside school among yourselves, but at least include the whole class for a mini-celebration 1st. I'm glad that this has been addressed to a point beyond my expectation, as in the case of QQ's. made me guilty that I could not offer much help >_<
would be good if the trend is continued. Dinie and Ms Koh have been working very very hard to bond us, as can be seen in the CVD day thing. but perhaps more could be done? eg. class photos and etc? like say the CVD day, just take a quick glance thru the photos, compare to the class list. of course, some of us are pretty uncooperative, but I'm trying my best to get them to take part already. I just need a bit of assistance from everyone else, and for us to be more open-minded at times. you know, people always go by 1st impression, and is hard to forgive and forget certain stuffs, disliking not-existent points about others, stuff like that.
and about reciprocation, could you explain that point a little? sorry about that, didn't really catch.
@Captain Nagase. uh Jeannie. "discrimination" was a bad choice of vocabulary on my part, but it kinda fits the seriousness of the issue at hand. anyway, this month alone with have 3 birthdays. aznor, QQ, kl. because aznor's is the 1st, its a good opportunity to voice out my views. of course, its very impatient of me to make a conclusion there and then, but see the effect? you gals quickly addressed this issue and provided me with your points of view. sorry for this pretty underhanded tactic, but i need to get the whole picture to make informed decisions.
as for these "class programmes", maybe involve the whole class? like use the CT periods to plan for it, like how we did last year. it can help improve relations. like perhaps when planning, just randomly call out someone and ask for his/her suggestion, to get those "sidelined" classmates more involved.
and the final issue, well yes it takes 2 hands to clap. I've tried to get the few of us to take part more in these things, but well, seems like they don't really have a good impression on certain people. It's very very difficult to coax them to say, join your for informal stuff like jalan jalan after the NSM/NMS visit, or returning home at the mrt. ur probably knew they disappeared very quickly in the other direction.
I'm trying pretty hard, encouraging them to just even tag along, but its hard as it is. It's no one's fault, due to the many factors involved. like lack of time together as a class, lack of communication, different viewpoints, etc etc. no use jabbing fingers at anyone or anything.
anyway, regarding this class issue, there's not much to do about it I guess. pretty pessimistic about this, seeing their reactions to certain suggestions offered. I would like to hear more of your comments and views though. thank you for your time. really appreciate it.
EDIT EDIT: how come my name is in all caps? lol
Ouch , back to my gundamy world!
10:29 PM =D
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